It's Kind Of a Funny Story.

Im am reading the book "Its Kinda of a Funny Story" by Ned Vizzini. Pg 185
Im at the rising action so i don't know the conflict resolving. The conflict is that Craig is depressed and ha want to kill himself. He's overwhelmed with his super smart high school and all the homework its gives him, he's also upset about how he couldn't get the girl he wanted but, his best friend Aaron could. I can infer from what I read so far I think Craig thinks that Aaron is better than him because Aaron got into the super hard high school without studying, and Craig busted his... studying for the test AND Aaron got the girl Craig was dreaming for. I can totally relate to Craig, that awful feeling you get when you KNOW another person is better at you at something or they can do something I/you cant. I hate it so much when I see people get better test scores than me and they like show it off and all it bothers me so much and I also studied a lot but mine are lower :( no fair. And i hate it how i cant grow more! I feel so short around taller people :( i used to be one of the tallest of the class in elementary now in not, but oh well.